What ever you call this My Soul or life?

What the point to even having a facebook, you take Photos, post what your doing and other stuff.....
And you see your friends having fun and and your not invited.....
I such a Loser, I have no Close friends like this one group of friends I know, I'm like a 21 year old guy that does nothing but Clean, Cook, goes to Community College for Professional baking as a major, and Does stuff I'm scared to write on here but soon I will probably put it in my blog sooner or later. An me having a phone, F@!@! that, the only one that calls me is my mom, how lame is that, and My friends don't even call me.
My Feelings are crushed on how they are doing things I wanted to do with them....... The only friends I probably have are these guys at this game store. I'm a nice guy that helps old people with there groceries and gives money to people in need, there is one thing that can Describe me,,,, a dog, I'm Loyal, Trusty, and you can tell if I'm lying when I laugh and I'm a considerate person I'm a good cook and Playful if I wanted, I have never had a cigarette and the only time I had Alcohol was only my 21st birthday and had 2 shots only and I never had one since so I'm clean . And from the the things I experience, I have no time for love in my life and as in having someone that loves me.