My feelings

Damn it !! Why do i suddenly feel this way, Happy, Excited, My heart racing, shy, and I get embarrassed easily and AH!!! Why is my heart acting like this!!!   XD

I'm freaking Blond....... and I like it, I hope to get some tiger strips XD

Today yours words were knives, covering me in crimson blood

I'm sorry for  saying this but, there is only on thread that's keeping me in this world.
 And because of that, there are memories That I suppress are appearing and if this keeps up.......I'm sorry

I will see them soon but I don't know when. I will see the darkness that I feared since I was 5. No love

Mothers day \...

What's so happy about mother's day/...... It's mothers day everyday for my mom, I make her food, I clean her clothes, her room and I message her back!! SO yeah I don't like mother and father day!!!

My mom is so rude to me..... It makes me mad!!!! I help all I can and she treats me like shit, just like my dad.....

I hate them both@@@@@!!!!!

I felt I like a school boy today, I felt so independent. that makes me happy